Who am I.... ?????

Who m I?
Do I really know myself...?
Or.. some one in this whole world ..has any idea ... what for I am here?
I don't know.. Nor they..
So, there are some people I met at every moment of my life .
Yes, some said : They got me well and I also thought that they did so.. but Alas!! I was again alone..

Why?.. Will I ever get some people in life whom I can say they love whatever I do and more important they know "Why I do so?"
In this hope I am meeting each one coming in my contact with full open heart but I think every one doesn't appreciate that .. probably it's our nature not to be ok with a lot of happenings around...

But I think some times it becomes difficult to smile, to show that I am happy though I am probably not.
Every time it is becoming very difficult to respond with a smile.
Why should I wear a mask?
Can't I tell that "I hate you."
Can't I say " I don't give a Damn!!!!!"
Probably, I have some weaknesses...
I was not that weak some times back.
I think I want some things unwanted.
That's the paradoxical life I am carrying and trying to cope up with.
I know.. I will not be able to carry it much, so I will try to gather to try some strength and speak LOUD.....again and ... I will be true to My self...

My first Ever post...The truly Unforgettable..

20th Sep, 2008. One more formality got over by finishing the 4th trimester xams of my MBA. Hah.. wht a relief? Really , to get over with same unenjoyable process. As usual I finished the last paper first and left early. After having lots of laughs and jokes its time to go some place sit and do more bakar. The place was "Prithvi Cafe".  Seven creatures did a hell lot of time pass there having "cutting".

Now the best part begins to assemble at a place that is really unbeatable. Yeas, it was the top of a five floor building somewhere in Vile parle. We were at the water tank top that can only accomodate max 5-6 people. Now the CANS got opened and DJ no 1 (Deepak) started on his lappy with some great numbers suiting to the ambience- "Aadat","Yakeen","Metallica". 

The breeze, its so good that can't be compared. Even after 2 am, Kashid was second to this place. With a lot of discussions on the 4th trimester subjects, professors and other carieer related stuffs, first round of CANS got over. It was around 1130. Sanchu volunteered with Bedi to bring the 2nd lot (from fridge). Yupp, now the real discussions on wht not. It went on and on and again at 1230 the third round of CANS. These CANS are so amazing. Now the DJ No 2 (Sanchu) took over and really this on

e is amazing. Wht the gr8 collection of my all time favorite choices this guy has? Commedable job man... This was the time to play "kabhi kabhi","Dard e dil" and all that one can think of after 2-3 rounds. 

(Pic- L2R- Bedi, Deepak, Sanchu & ur own)

Its around 120 am now and Deepak has to sleep ? Why so early yaar. "Some1 has called in morning at 730." ch ch ch.. poor guy...Lolz

But we three are in full "spirits" so one more round was much needed to spend some more time at this amazing place. Now Me with Bedi on roads heading to the place which can help us at 130 am. (After all we are in Mumbai). Yupp, this was the time to try the new brand called PELON...We r back. This one is really Strong. Now the round of endless talks started about school, college, family, adventures, office life and wht not? Really Njoyyed each moment.

Who the hell was looking at watch, finally the laptop got over with its power to entertain us giving red. Also the drops of joy started from that black dense umbrella. Watch was now showing 330 am. So much we did and even loks so less. Finally decided to leave as Bedi ahs to do packing for 630 am train and in mean time had to finish some unenjoyable assignment of IMC.

This was one of the most unforgettable nightout in lyf. Really Deepak kept the promise to take us to an unbeatable place.

Waiting for another tyme to come...

Pune trip is also due